Down to the Wire

I woukd rather be doing about anything else than sitting here wondering if Aug.2011 will mean the end of my disabilty benefits, I am a freelance author yes with seventh book going into publication, but right now I am waiting and praying that Monday comes and my check is deposited, because though I am an author i could harldly say at the moment I am making a living at it though I of course long for that ability.